cdcp

benjaye:

Sometimes I like the feeling of waking up in the middle of the night. I honestly have no idea why, but I like how you suddenly wake up, stare at the clock to see what time it is, then knock out once again. It feels refreshing :3

WHAT i hate waking up! Cuz sometimes i get sleep paralysis ;_;

ronniemiller:

cdcp:

ronniemiller:

cdcp:

1 Ive been in super lazy school mode.
2 Wow who wants to let me borrow their poli sci books to read the stuffs we’re supposed to read :’(
3 Homecoming was fine, not fun fun but good. Ugh the chick at Windsor lied, she said she was gonna tell Morse people to eff off my dress. Someone else had it lolz and she had bangs too! I think she looked great in the dress too : )
4 I DIDNT TAKE LIKE ANY PRO PICTURES. Only with DOPES and i hate it lolz. I thought we were gonna take RollCall and our Friends pictures thats why i was saving my monies but we ended up not taking it -_- I couldve taken pictures with my date Ricky! ;_; we did however take some cool pictures with sick lighting.
5 The afta party at Kams was cheeel :3 Im always the sleepy one hehe. I came home 5am o_o good thing my parents were outros or i woulda been dead!
6 My post education options: A) UC Irvine B) SDSU C) Community college. I think i am gonna pursue a degree in Biology and work with Clinical Research.
7 Wow i needa do laundry.
8 Ive been sooo much more appreciative now.

9 We have changed and gone through ridiculously so very much since sophomore year and junior year. Here we are now, SENIOR YEAR together happy as fuck. I love you. We have tears of joy too much. <3
10 Uhh why are slightly mean to me LOL, i did not do shit to you missy. Its irritating and idgaf i can be mean back.
11 You people are soo dumb, *sigh. Get over yourselves PLEASE.
12 I love my friends.
13 UH I WANT SOME BABYBOBA WITH SOMEKINNA SLUSH FROM TAPEX RIGHT NOW

13 was REALLY random

HAHAHAHA I KNOW i was just really craving it and i wanna tell the world :3

that’s like how i REALLY want mexican food :{

Hey i had some messican food today! Lolitas to be exact it was awesome : ) mwhaha!

ronniemiller:

cdcp:

1 Ive been in super lazy school mode.
2 Wow who wants to let me borrow their poli sci books to read the stuffs we’re supposed to read :’(
3 Homecoming was fine, not fun fun but good. Ugh the chick at Windsor lied, she said she was gonna tell Morse people to eff off my dress. Someone else had it lolz and she had bangs too! I think she looked great in the dress too : )
4 I DIDNT TAKE LIKE ANY PRO PICTURES. Only with DOPES and i hate it lolz. I thought we were gonna take RollCall and our Friends pictures thats why i was saving my monies but we ended up not taking it -_- I couldve taken pictures with my date Ricky! ;_; we did however take some cool pictures with sick lighting.
5 The afta party at Kams was cheeel :3 Im always the sleepy one hehe. I came home 5am o_o good thing my parents were outros or i woulda been dead!
6 My post education options: A) UC Irvine B) SDSU C) Community college. I think i am gonna pursue a degree in Biology and work with Clinical Research.
7 Wow i needa do laundry.
8 Ive been sooo much more appreciative now.

9 We have changed and gone through ridiculously so very much since sophomore year and junior year. Here we are now, SENIOR YEAR together happy as fuck. I love you. We have tears of joy too much. <3
10 Uhh why are slightly mean to me LOL, i did not do shit to you missy. Its irritating and idgaf i can be mean back.
11 You people are soo dumb, *sigh. Get over yourselves PLEASE.
12 I love my friends.
13 UH I WANT SOME BABYBOBA WITH SOMEKINNA SLUSH FROM TAPEX RIGHT NOW

13 was REALLY random

HAHAHAHA I KNOW i was just really craving it and i wanna tell the world :3

1 Ive been in super lazy school mode.
2 Wow who wants to let me borrow their poli sci books to read the stuffs we’re supposed to read :’(
3 Homecoming was fine, not fun fun but good. Ugh the chick at Windsor lied, she said she was gonna tell Morse people to eff off my dress. Someone else had it lolz and she had bangs too! I think she looked great in the dress too : )
4 I DIDNT TAKE LIKE ANY PRO PICTURES. Only with DOPES and i hate it lolz. I thought we were gonna take RollCall and our Friends pictures thats why i was saving my monies but we ended up not taking it -_- I couldve taken pictures with my date Ricky! ;_; we did however take some cool pictures with sick lighting.
5 The afta party at Kams was cheeel :3 Im always the sleepy one hehe. I came home 5am o_o good thing my parents were outros or i woulda been dead!
6 My post education options: A) UC Irvine B) SDSU C) Community college. I think i am gonna pursue a degree in Biology and work with Clinical Research.
7 Wow i needa do laundry.
8 Ive been sooo much more appreciative now.

9 We have changed and gone through ridiculously so very much since sophomore year and junior year. Here we are now, SENIOR YEAR together happy as fuck. I love you. We have tears of joy too much. <3
10 Uhh why are slightly mean to me LOL, i did not do shit to you missy. Its irritating and idgaf i can be mean back.
11 You people are soo dumb, *sigh. Get over yourselves PLEASE.
12 I love my friends.
13 UH I WANT SOME BABYBOBA WITH SOMEKINNA SLUSH FROM TAPEX RIGHT NOW

and fun :o

1 Polisci was cancelled this morning so i chilled at the library with peoples.
2 Leaving the library, some random not kid(im guessing specialed) with a big backpack went up to me, tapped my shoulder said hi and gestured me to give him a hug so i did. LOL he was like asking me if i know some japanese person i didnt understand what he said and i said no. then he asked me if i was japanese and i said no im filipino and he said he was filipino too and that he will talk to me later and he gestured to hug me goodbye again as we left the library. He spoke REALLY fast and i thought it was all very random, i was kinda freaked out too.
3 TWIN DAY! Marilee was my tweeeeen, we super matched :3 we took pictures with other twinzeees it was way fun.
4 Drove Joyce, Ferjea, and Kimmy to Mission Bay for a tennis match. It was fun haha I RAN A RED LIGHT! at MORSE! HAHA. We had a lotta laughs, they are hilarious. :)
5 Marilee was my partner today and we played as third doubles. and we beat all of our matches! Finally right? The last game however against number one doubles was making me all UGH cuz coach was always COACHING ME and making me feel pressured :( i kinda wanted to cry tbh, but hey good thing during the tiebreaker Marilee and i won the match anyways!
6 On the way to Kabuki in PB from Mission Bay while i was driving Kimmy and i almost got hit by a firetruck! Very very scary experience. It was not even me just not being unattentive, the ROAD was weird, i didnt wanna lose steven cuz i was following him, we were at a stop with way traffic, the sun was literally shining right on our faces(cuz we were driving towards the beach), i thought the firetruck was on the other side of the road but that ROAD happened to be a LEFT CURVE ROAD thing leading to where i was at. All i remember was hearing the sirens get louder, Kimmy and i looking to the left and seeing the big fire truck come towards us. I had to move in foward to the right so i wouldnt get hit. I was afraid the back of my truck would hit it! ;_; We were sooo freaked out by it.
7 Kabuki was funnnn i loved the sushi, miso soup, and mochi icecream! yummz i definitely wanna go back there its a unique dining experience :) with great service. We walked on the pier after, it was really cold.
8 As i was getting gas with Kimmy, i parked on the wrong side! My tank was on the right and the gas pump was on my left. So i had to go around all the gas pumps and some dude on bike was watching me, he was funny though.

the end!

honestly, extremely terrified and worried. This is definitely one of my major fears and this is real.

aayatin:

-i guess i have the flu, cause everyone else is sick, and i am too. and ive been craving for pho but no ones down to go! sup with that!? i better feel good by the time homecoming hits. shiiiiit.

-speaking of homecoming, i still have to buy my clothes. ima wear mint green, but i cant decide if i want a vest or not? saves me money if i dont. yeah, i probably won’t.

-las vegas was a really long, fun weekend. cant forget that shit, especially since it had its ups and downs, mostly ups tho. i was sick the whole weekend, but i still managed to make it fun for myself!

-why does it feel like.. im gaining more weight!? haha i eat the same and i dance still. its been like that since last year! whassup with my body tho!?

-oh yeah, i think last night i finally experienced having sleep paralysis, unless i was dreaming it? idk, all i remember was that i saw this eye in the middle of my room, and it kept looking at me for the longest time. i didnt want to scream or anything, but fuck, i couldnt move my body at all. i wanted to move so bad, but it felt as if i was moving very slowly, trying to escape what was holding me down!! idk, it was a trip tho, hopefully it was a dream ha.

thass sleep paralysis fo ya. THATS FUCKING SCARY THO AND EYE?! LMAO.